I've missed writing to and with you lovers. Write It Wednesday is back!
I’m trying not to make it that deep and be grateful
Platonic, familial, and romantic love in spirit realm are the same
And you’re being unfaithful
Trust must’ve been betrayed
And I’m sorry to say, even if in an accidental way
I could’ve come to you personally but there were more things at play
Wanted to be a good friend, back off, let y’all learn your ways
How could you ever think you’re not welcome in my space?
You've helped open my heart in so many ways
Friendship was truly unknown to me till the days
I made you pico de Gallo, rice and wangs
You was my first taste tester homie
And it wasn’t even like that
So why now that you're in love with a Radiant Queen, it's feeling tit for tat?
Guess my feelings are hurt cuz it feels like you don’t think this worth much
Told you at the monuments, I couldn’t stand to be cut
Yeah the discrepancies seem subtle but only if you dont know what
To look for, what’s usual, what we’ve built outside of woo, new money, the homies
Never thought in this relationship I’d feel lonely
Sorry for the miscommunication I’m not fully clear where it went left
But you acting like the keys you have don’t have to be kept
That’s crazy to me cuz never in my life
Have I trusted a man other than Tevin to this depth
To be broke and do dumb shit emotionally, spiritually, physically with, and still grow to wealth
To have our cousin-kids play and eat and watch-over 'em while they slept
Or if I point and scream out “That’s Him” know that that nigga will get slept
For this moment I’ve been afraid and wept
That life would change and you’d have no emotional room left
That I’d be losing a win
And it hurts… a pang…
pain….Upper left chest…
but I digress and care the most about your love and joy
I know you’re a man, but you’ll always be one of my favorite boys
Forever praying and watching you grow into your best
And as you do, I will do the hard thing…
Hope, trust change…and rest.
With all of my love...
Until next time– Mrs. Jasmin Dominique Taylor