The month has come and gone, and we're still here. Submitting to time is a must and sometimes it feels so unnatural and uncomfortable.... especially when you're in a period of transformation and growth.
With that said, I refuse to define my human (growth) experience as only uncomfortable...or anxious. I choose to define it and myself as glorious, marvelous, lovely, full, juicy, decadent, silly, sometimes ouchie but mostly bouncy *haha, that was an original*
The month has come and gone and now it's about to be Thanksgiving. Then Christmas. Then the turn of a decade... and instead of anxious and uncomfortable because time is moving at warp speed before Israel, and soon I'll only be four months shy of a year married, plus all of my artistic pursuits and navigating this time socially and spiritually, not to mention the plethora of distractions and influences that come in when you're doing your best to live and love whole-heartedly that kick your fight or flight into gear *woo jesus*......I've decided I'm gonna choose to stick around.
I'm choosing to sticking to taking my faith one step past belief into knowing. I'm sticking to the gym. I'm sticking to ballet everyday. I'm sticking with my choice to tie my spirit to Tevin's. I'm sticking with my choice to be a full time performing artist. I'm sticking with my choices to improve my self talk. I'm choosing to stick to joy, and love, and believing that magic happens everywhere, everyday, and that I just have to pray for the eyes to see it, ears to hear it, and skin/vibrations to feel it. To stick to knowing my best days are ahead of me, not behind. To stick to knowing the days behind don't hold me hostage. To stick around and see what the most exciting parts of my life will be. I'm sticking to service, to intention over attention.
I encourage you to do the same. Stay up. Be blessed. If you're going through hell, don't stop in hell... keep going. Stick around in this life thing, stick around with the job or the partner that you believe is changing and growing you for the better, stick around through the uncomfy to realize the joy. The best is yet to come my friends.
Stick around to see what you can really do
We're all just beginning anyways... each day is a reset.
Happy Halloween! Hubby and I are going cutesy this year, I'm excited.
With all of my love,
Mrs. Taylor